Cervus - CTCF

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General

Name: Cervus
Gender: Male
Age: Unknown
Orientation: doesn't really care
Species: Demon
Rank: Gargoyle
Theme song: www.listenonrepeat.com/watch/?…

Appearance

Human
Build: Tall and strong
Hair: Purple/black
eyes: Red and blue
Height: 6"2'
Voice: pending...
Gargoyle stands at 20 feet tall.
Wingspan 40 foot

Personality

[ Quiet | Un-trusting | Cold | Neutral ]


Quiet
Cervus doesn't tend to talk much, he will answer most of the time when he is spoken to, but he is not one to go out looking for a convocation. He tends to just like watching alot of the time.

Un-trusting
It is very hard to earn this demon's trust, he doesn't like giving it out to a lot of people, hell he probably doesn't even trust himself, he doesn't like to think he can feel safe around anyone, and isn't really looking for any kind of relationship for a fear he may end up hurting them.

Cold
He's cold, pretty much all there is to it, he tends not to show alot of emotion to anyone so they don't form huge emotional attachments to him, he doesn't like cling-on's.

Neutral
Doesn't really like to put himself on any side of an argument, he would be happy to not get involved at all and just sit there and watch, whatever the conflict was.

History

Some people think that a cursed soul is trapped inside stone, driven insane and formed into a colossal beast, a gargoyle, the guardians of many things. However he started out, Cervus has never enjoyed his life. He doesn't enjoy being a demon, one with no being and no end. Let alone a Gargoyle, being such a creature means he has an unnatural desire to protect things he deems important, and some things he doesn't like too, for example the empress, he would gladly skewer the little bitch if his instincts would let him, but no, he has to be bound by such a strong sense of protectiveness.

Cerv is a very defiant person, he doesn't like to indulge in demonic doings, he would much rather try to avoid such things, even if he cannot live a normal life. But sometimes he can not control himself at all, his demon consciousness is split between the gargoyle and himself, the gargoyle will occasionally force him to undergo the painful transformation, or sometimes just take over his human body, either way at this point he is hugely out of control and will destroy anything that moves or aggravates him without hesitation.

In recent events it has become apparent that Cervus holds an alter ego which has been dubbed Suvrec - not much is known about how his alter ego functions but it is the demonic side to him, not caring for rules or laws, it would quickly defy Eris' rule even attempting to kill her. Cervus's control over Suvrec seems to slowly be fading away, the the line between the two of them is slowly blurring, who knows how long he has left to find a way to suppress the demon, if they can't... Perhaps he may have to hand himself over to the exorcists to protect Eris from himself.

Fun facts

He hates being a demon

He is overprotective of certain things

Cerv can often loose control under pressure or in distressing situations

Cervus will tend to spend a lot of time trailing after the empress, not out of wanting to, but more over the fact that he feels protective over her.

Relationships

the more of the colour there are the stronger the emotion is

- Family
- Love
- Good Friend
- Neutral Friend
- Crush
- Miss
- Not Sure
- Hate
Dead

[ NAME | ROLE PLAYER | RELATIONSHIP | THOUGHTS ]

Murdock | bedheadd | | "Oh, Murdick? Or was it Murcock.... Whatever, yeah he's a douchebag, Gotta love him though, known the guy for a good 700 years or so..."

Eris | :devdewb-tan: | | "Queeny? I hate her because I can't help but feel so damn protective over her, Hell I haven have this like.. spider sense thing going on when she's in trouble I instantly know. It's creepy man."

"Ever since Suvrec started to become more... Active... Things have somewhat changed between us, Perhaps for the better? We;re yet to see really... But something is wrong with me and I don't want to hur her, I can't hurt her so many times it's gotten so close... I can't help but say I love her...But things keep getting worse and worse for me I don't know how long I can stay around, It's stupid for the empress to be so attached to the likes of a gargoyle anyway..."

"I'm free of Suvrec, well at least mentally free of him. Instead he's now waged a war on Eris, the Demonic race is split in two, the supernatural world had been shaken and is on it's knees... But I can safely be around Eris... I'm not afraid that I'll hurt her anymore. But I can't help but feel a void inside of me... Perhaps I was never supposed to be apart from... Him..."